Discouraged

I am having the worst time getting motivated again. I so desperately want to lose weight... but then I get in the moment and I choose comfort or ease or taste over what I know I should be doing/eating every time. I hate the way I look, yet I do nothing to change it. I hate that I am tired all the time, yet I do nothing to change it. I hate the way I feel, yet I do nothing to change it.

It's like I'm already defeated and I haven't even started yet. 

I've heard it said that nothing worth doing is easy. So I guess this journey toward health is worth it because it's one of the hardest things I've ever done!

WIS

Today was Weigh-In Sunday again, and though I do not want to post my results, I will. I gained 2 lbs this past week. And yes, I was expecting a gain because I am being visited by my monthly [non]friend who doesn't come along every month. 

(That's my period, for those men who may be reading!)

So I will do my best this upcoming week, and hopefully the scale will start moving down again.