Discouraged

I am having the worst time getting motivated again. I so desperately want to lose weight... but then I get in the moment and I choose comfort or ease or taste over what I know I should be doing/eating every time. I hate the way I look, yet I do nothing to change it. I hate that I am tired all the time, yet I do nothing to change it. I hate the way I feel, yet I do nothing to change it.

It's like I'm already defeated and I haven't even started yet. 

I've heard it said that nothing worth doing is easy. So I guess this journey toward health is worth it because it's one of the hardest things I've ever done!